Is it me? Or am I just wasting my time with life? 'Casue everytime that I try todo somethin' or it attempt to do somethin', it just gets spat straight back in my face or my efforts are just wasted all of the time.
depends on wut ur doing wit ur lifeX_xyunikox_X
I hate to be religise but sometimes asking for guidens is what helps me with understanding how my life should go .
sadly, they are only just words to me, i need action. and words are useless without action, and that's what i'm never gonna go to councellin' "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
Maybe you had unrealistic expectations or somethin?Can you give examples? Hears voices in his head...probably due to his headphones.
well, i tried to organise a group on my 11th b-day do and ony one soddin' person came along. they say it was 'cause of easter, but that's no excuse... "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
at least were not alone because i feel the same way too. that why most of the time i dont try.
thanks to having ADHD KNOW I CANN'T JOIN THE MILITARY AND SEIRVE AND PROTECT MY COUNTRY."I SHALL RETURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
that is stupid i hate how they run the military now.
well I wasted lots of things and the life sometimehits you in the face but if you stick to sometingthere will be great changes in lifePM:Profesor Lubopitko
stick to things like what? i'm stickin' to gettin' a girlfriend and that hasn't changed for ages 'cause women don't like me in that way at all. "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
so that is it.Well try to impress them with sometingthen.Good impresion is oways wellcome
girls to go out with several times but I am toounexperianst person I have my own story in lifeif I was exprerianst one to this day I gues I shuldhave lots of them but I am a fool
You won't believe me but I have to say that girls are stoping and stand up from theyir seats just to see me.No kiding!! Before people didn't nothising me but now,I gues I am changed.
dude, cool your ego down 'cause it ain't helpin' me one bit. and also, egos destroy peoples lives... "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
egos it is no good it is better not to be shown infront atherpeople with someting they won't have to be diffirent it'sone part awesome but in other sucks.Ok about my diffirence-you know there are people in this world who look likeSiovester Staloun,Brat Pit and others Ihave seen peoplewho look like those outside my town and sometimes myface looks like those that's way I hate to atract atension in frontof people.
Well, from personal experience, all I have to tell you is to keep trying, because if you give up now, all you did before would've all been for nothing.The Soul can be as hollow as Hell
dude, whatever i did before was for nothin' 'cause all i got for the past 9 years is discimnation and god knows what "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
well even if you are wasting time, its not really worth it to be self loathing. im going through the same problem now. but i still think good will come out of hat i do.....learning how to hack computers and get revenge on those basterds who stole my gamer tag profile!!!! Insanity at its finest....i.....love....techno...so..gawd d**** much!
how do you think i feel? i want revenge on those arese who treated me like crap for 9 years straight "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
like crap before too but not anymore.Anyone interfearingin my town with me will bait my foot
DON'T GET ME STARTED I'VE HAD PROBLEMS FROM THE DEGINIG OF BIRTH AFTER WHAT MY FARTHER DID TO ME AND KNOW I GET TO HAVE MY REVENGE AND I HAVE BEEN WAITHING FOR THIS FOR 17 YEARS AND KNOW HE CANN'T HURT MY MOTHER AT ALL."I SHALL RETURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
for short amaunt of time finaly I am getting to know you people very well,that is really good
yeah, but not in a good way though... "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
MY LIFE SUCKED AND I ALWAYSED OT PICKED ON AND BEAT UP Y THE SCHOOL BULLY AND THEN I LEARNDED THAT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THERE AND FINALLY I DID AND YET MY LIFE STILL FEELS LIKE IT SUCKS."I SHALL RETURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
dude, my life has sucked for the past 9 years, how do you think i feel? i just wanna get a relationship and stry and get a social life, yet no one will accept me. so what do i do now??? "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
" I SHALL RETURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
In my schoo has some I was in trouble back therewith some of them I was thinking that time that stayaway from them and not to have triubles but my thinkinghas changed for that kind of people.Or I am get beat or he.Cowerdness and weeknees have no place in this world.
i just like seein bullies get beat lol I didn't obliterate my clan....sshh
I was picked on for almost all my life too, and just like you, I want revenge, but it's not gonna do anything once you get it..I mean, I've had both my hands broken by bullies just because they wanted to see me in pain, and you don't think I want revenge? Wanting revenge isn't gonna do anything but make you feel hollow inside and once you get it revenge, that feeling won't go away...The Soul can be as hollow as Hell
well, i'm a monster then 'cause my revenge would feel good and i would never have that feeling 'cause i want it that badly "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
If I begun bulling my enemies it only can get worse
Exactly. You'd only make the chain longer and you'll find more enemies on the way...The Soul can be as hollow as Hell
I will never forgive them maibe you are very mad at them
Well, you can be mad, but you can't stay mad forever, because then they'll win...Yeah, I'll never forget what they did to me, but I'm not gonna let what they did those years ago take over my life..The Soul can be as hollow as Hell
if we were at the same town we can make a group, organg and bulli our enemies.How's that sounds?
unfortunately, it cannot be done 'cause i live in england and i've juts looked at your profile and founf out that you live in bulgaria. "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
I have a friend from england but I don't think that I wuold come there is money efort in this but the gangshuld be owsome well I am not too strong but with manypeople is war
well, i'm a brawler. i'll just pummel the living crap out of them. "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
BUT I DO WISH THAT I HAD SOME BROKEN BONES SO THAT WAY I HAD MEMOIES THAT STUD UP TO A BULLY."I SHALL RETURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
If you planing to deal with them don't go alone.You will find yourself in a big trouble.When it comesto war you need many people but it's sacrefacing asoltto face them alone
i'm used to it... "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
I have a conflicts with colegs and it came to fithe theguy was big but I have a pape next to me if there wastrouble but never use it becouse it may we have conflictsbut we are still good friends.You know in life there aregood and bad moments.But there are many fithes thatwould hapen if there aren't people to hold me back.
well, it's usually my autism that holds me back. i do have the sudden shudders where i just wanna beat the living crap out of some people. "I am Darkness, BWA HA HA HA HA!"
WE HAE BEEN FRIENDS SINCE THE BEGING OF HIGH SCHOOL."I SHALL REURN BY GEN MAC ARUTHER"
will bully a girl those man maibe are homos.Some times I may be angry on girles but I will nevertuch or bully one.Those people are cowerds
now he is your friend and bullies you at the same time!??That is realy strange tinking of his side,but to have a bullyon your side is great.
Well, all I can tell you is to be carefull...I kind of envy you a little bit, though...Most of my enemies are locked up in jail for what they did to me, so I can't really make them understand the pain they made me go throughThe Soul can be as hollow as Hell
the word ENVY means?
Heh, it kind of means the same thing as the word jealousThe Soul can be as hollow as Hell
Thank you you are very kind
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